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短短的两个月里，经历了生死离别，感叹人生无常啊！

生- 我期待着的宝宝出生了。原来，生孩子真的很痛！

死离别- 从小看着我长大的婶婶因突发性血癌过世了。痛，心痛！还没来得及看见我的宝宝就走了。月前，妈妈还很兴奋的和婶婶高谈阔论，等我妈开始照顾我宝宝后，要天天带他到婶婶家，你看我，我看你，大家一起带孙。婶婶刚过世那天，家人都不敢告诉我，怕我这个爱哭鬼像日前得知婶婶病危时一样哭得稀哩哗啦。很遗憾，刚做完月子的我并不能送婶婶最后一程。但庆幸，我在月子一坐满的第一天，坚持要到医院看看她。因为我知道，这一看可能就是永别了。。看着躺在病床插满管子，仪器的婶婶，很难想象，明明一个月前婶婶还对着我的大肚子说话呢，怎么却是昏迷不醒了？

其实，近几年，我最害怕的是亲人离世吧！知道自己长大了，理所当然年迈的亲人会一个接一个的离开我们。但，我还是怕！每回看见老爸在睡午觉，我会看的第一个身体部位是胸膛，确定它还是起伏的。记得有一回老爸做噩梦大喊，我和弟弟在最快的时间不约而同的被惊醒，跑到门前敲门。那种差点被吓死的感觉依然清晰，很不好受。

我已经将近三十了，孩子都有了，爸爸妈妈也老了。所以，不管多累，多忙，我都尽可能每个星期回家看看他们。因为，我不知道我还可以看多少年，没有人会知道〜

当一个人不再为你的付出感到珍惜

当一个人已把你的帮助当作理所当然

当那个人的理所当然已经对自己造成伤害

那是不是表示是时候该放弃了？

近来发生了让人觉得晴天霹雳的大事

还不晓得事情到底会发展到怎样的地步 只有见一步 走一步

虽然 事情并不是对我造成很大的影响

但它的确让我理悟到了“本是同根生 相煎何太急”这句话

日久见人心 有些人真的只可以哈拉

人前人后说不一样的话

这种人最好不得啊 *懊恼，为什么都会被我看到？因为我口封紧，不会说溜嘴？*

天啊！好想要赶快离开这里！再忍一年！

Somebody asked us suddenly:" Do you girls ever take or see my file? I didn't label it and I've been searching it for few months."

We answered:" File? What file? We never take your file and we never notice it."

Phone hanged.

I need some colours in in these days!

近来有蛮多事情发生

现在又赶着Assignments 整个人有点紧绷

那晚 本来以为可以忍

有一位N年没联络的朋友 因为有事想找我帮忙 所以联络回我了

虽然以前发生了一些不愉快的事 但毕竟是以前的事了

本来想 也许可以重拾友谊

原来 真的是本性难移这一回事

近来不知怎的，开始觉得累了，想放弃的念头不断往脑里冒

放弃？我可以吗？

答案是，不能。

加油好吗？再挨多一段日子就好了。加油！

I met my long lost pal's mum ytrday night in my sis's wedding dinner. The first thing splitted from her mouth was:" You study at XXXX, right? You study XXX now, right? " =.=

Sounds normal to you but it's lil weird to me.

*Story Starts*

My senior msn me regarding the course I'm taking currently in detail and he told me that he has a friend interested to study as well and his friend is holding same qualification with me. I actually can guess who's the one actually asking me instead of him since he had no intention to tell me who's the friend.

曾几何时 我们是无话不谈的朋友

随着年纪的增长 环境的洗礼

见到面 除了 嗨 你在做什么

剩下的就只有尴尬的笑容

空气中凝聚着 不安的唏嘘

发觉 开始慢慢找到自我

喜欢过充实的 忙碌得来又有点清闲的日子

喜欢在忙碌时 就在忙

喜欢该休息时 就在真正的休息

You know what?

I just said "NO" to people! and I said twice though she said "please" to me >.<

It's a bad feeling to reject people though. I hate it but I have to do it.

I just couldn't sacrifice myself to help others, I'm a selfish people indeed. (I did give her some other suggestions in order to make myself feel better. See, Just to make myself feel better.I told you Im SELFISH! )

The job looks simple but required a lot of efforts to put in behind the screen.

When you shared wonderful things which happened upon you with friends,

(Well, it might a miracle for me and it may be nothing for you.)

They said,

每当听见别人说，社会是现实的

I thought I will have no time to blog since my friend is staying at my house for a whole week and I was wrong. I'm able to update my blog everyday!

Finally, I gained enough sleep yesterday. It's just felt so great to have full recharged. I was lacking of sleep since the day I was back. I just slept maybe 3 hours during some of those days and I slept 11 hours yesterday! That's the reason I'm still awake now though tomorrow is another outgoing day.

Accompanied mother to get her medical checkup report in Hospital M*****. I had prepared 3 masks 2 days before for today usage. I don't wish to get the swine flu and I bring sanitizer with me all day long since the trip to Melbourne last month to make sure my hygiene maintained to the max.

两个恋人 之所以会在一起 是因为惺惺相惜

Yerr, Santa Band went Neway to sing k without me. I wish I was in MY and joined them. Love the moments which spent with them~